海洋给我传了一首歌，是Korn不插电的时候翻唱的Radiohead的老歌《Creep》。

听着这首歌过了几天，心里说不上是悲伤还是遗憾。

歌词写的和我最近的想法一摸一样。

我的确也是个Weirdo。

她生活在她小小的世界里面，不管是我看起来的开心还是她自己说的其实不开心，至少也胜过我带给她的恐惧和内疚。

跟她有限的时间里，倒是她确实不敢看我的眼睛。

我给她的歌里笑她见了我就想跑，结果是She's runnin' out again, forever.

真的是因为是生活在不同世界里的人吗？

恐怕不只是如此。明明有那么多话想说，但是什么都没有。

明明想带给她安全和快乐，却让她伤心。

因为什么？恐怕因为我是个Creep，我是个Weirdo。

I wish her happy,

I don't belong here.

Creep by Radiohead

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so very special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so very special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so very special

I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

Korn Unplugged Creep Video Clip